| I've been here for two days, well one and a half but nonetheless it's been great.
I've laughed so hard that my sides hurt.
Tomorrow is the city. Pictures to come later. :D | |
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[music|None oo]So my default programs kicked in on Wensday night. I swung my arms and kicked, tried to fight it all off and ended up getting nothing but a few chuckles. I'm still learning I guess. I suffered 3 broken nails 1 bruised foot 2 bruised forearms 1 pulled groin. Not too bad. I eas expecting my shins to be toast, oddly enough I didn't try to kill someone and I didn't take that hit to my confidence like I usualy do. I'm not in the mood to get upset over somethin' I'm still learning. I'm tired! Four hours of listening to Mr. whateverhisnameis talk and reading will do that to you. I should eat a little less when I come to work with my mom, I'm putting on the weight again I feel. Anyways! I miss my best friend and ungodly amount and I want to hang! Can you say movie Night? :D In other news, I got a tablet and will be updating my DeviantArt much much more often. I added a new one yesterday of Uruha, a chibi thingy. It looks pretty cute. I liked playing with the blenders. Next is Reita and the rest of the gang. Also a little something special for Jen. SHHH Don't tell! LOL! | |
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| [mood| loved]
[music|None oo]
I am calm, I am water, I am noodles in the microwave.
Well...maybe not noodles, but they're yummy anyways!
HA! So I got home today from a dissapointing mission. I couldn't get the shinpads I needed. It looks like I'm taking the girls without them. Oh well..I'll just rub the bruises with a stick and maybe go buy some Jau for it. Anyways. Wensday night looks like it's a go. Don't know when I'm supposed to be at the place yet.
Omgosh but thats besides the point! I'm so excited! Nadi sent me my letter right? and a picture? Well it got here tonight actually today but I opened it tonight. It's epic. I love it! She wrote me a very heart felt letter. I am a...Noctiluca? If that's spelled right. Nadi your handwriting really is hard to read. Try printing~! XD ILU though. I cried while I read it because I felt so happy that it was to me. I've always wanted something I could ready over and over to give me that herky jerky feeling in my heart and this letter does! Oh it's so sweet! I absolutly love it~ And I'm inspired by it to shine brighter. I want to shine bright for people, and let them see my light. Just like a noctiluca. If you don't know go look it up.
I truly do feel like one of those little suckers because honestly, I don't think highly of myself, I've been called clingy, annoying, silly, stupid and just plain blocked and ignored and this only gives off more of the horrid feelings of myself but when someone gets to know me, takes the time to just care for me and give me a chance then I deffinatly shine bright and I radiate happiness and I'm silly. My best friend does this to me too. Jenny has and will always be there for me as well as Nadi. I belive in them and I think with their help I can one day shine bright for everyone to see my real worth. I need people like this in my life and even the smallest parts help and I will shine bright.
K i'ma go cry now X3 That was beautiful <3
Four days and I miss you, Hope you know it.
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| [mood| pensive]
[music|Naomi: Flow]
My head is spinning too bad it won't stop. My eyes open slowly, a small grunt coming as I try to roll over and find my arm gone limp, hefting the sleep limb with my good arm I hadn't been crushing under my chest. My arm won't wake up, it's all tingly and numb. 3 in the morning and I'm trying to sleep. Counting hours on my fingers, counting time I've tried to leave the world behind. Counting by threes, counting by eights counting by twos. Clutching my pillow and sighing, moonlight pouring in the bed. I can only think of places far away. The windng streets of cities, the long flat roads of the country, the chitter chatter of the birds through the open windows, the rushing of the wind from rolled down window of the red car streaking down the road at 8o mph. The pressure in my stomach from laying on it too long builds. It's uncomfortable. What had I been dreaming of? What had woken me from such a deep sleep? rolling to my back, feeling the cold under the small of my back, my sleep shirt hiked up around my ribs. 'Ugh' Pulling the cold thing away I flop it on the empty pillow on my bed, sighing as I untangle the hadphones from around my arms and my waist, stuffing them over with their counterpart. The moon is shining, right over Pevine and I can see the small traces of snow barely clinging on. The street I live on seems to be a small haven. Should I get up and start walking? Where would I go? I have no money to my name. I have school in the morning anyway, I'm not going anywhere. Had I been chasing something? Did I panic? I can only remember the last days of my high school, trying to pass all final exams, trying to push through and not fail. Why was I so worked up over you? Why did I cry over you? Why did I loose sleep over you? Are you so important? I don't think so. Exams are nothing but stress anyways. My sleep pants are rolled up around my knees. I hate these pants. I untangle the blankets and wonder, has to world woken over there? Has anyone even had a cup of coffee, I count again, Three, eight, two. Yes..the world is awake already. I need to wake up. | |
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| [mood| uncomfortable]
[music|Flight of the Conchords: Mutha Ukers]
[I don't know what's going on. I'm confused and just in the dark? I miss you, Good luck with classes.]
I sent of Nadi's package on Friday, it should be there by Wensday or Thrusday. She sent mine off too so cool cool.
My hair color has changed again and I'm like...yey? but at the same time I don't really like it too much. I miss the blonde D: I look like a completly different person with this hair cut and this color. I have to figure out what to do with it now. It's kind of a reddish color that I didn't expect but the lady at the place was much nicer this time! She was pretty cool! She even talked to me about Japan and like how cool it was I was going and everything.
This week is busy naa?
Monday: Summer school 7:3o-11:47
Mom's Work 12:oo - 6:oo
Kung fu 7:oo-8:oo
Pick up Shingaurds for Wen.
Home at 8:4o pm
Tuesday: Summer school 7:3o-11:47
Give Jennifer her presents! <3
Mom's Work 12:oo - Conference call to Japan
Wensday: Summer school 7:3o- 11:47
Midterm Exam~
Mom's Work: 12:oo-3:oo
Sparring Class: ?? - ??
Home: 8:oo or later
Thursday: Summer school: 7:3o-11:47
Mom's Work: 12:oo-5:oo
Home: Between 5:4o - 7:oo
Friday : Summer school: 7:3o-11:47
Mom's Work: 12:oo-5:oo
Home: Between 5:4o-7:oo
Hide and Seek: 7:3o-11:oo or later
I need to pull out all my sparring gear I guess. McGuffy, Cook, Gianola, Wheeler are all going to go to Master Casssomethingorother's and have a little sparring match. Guffy says I even got girls to fight this time so I might give it a shot. I'm a newbie so...hopefully they take it easy and I don't end up like..throwing up or getting the shit kicked out of me. That would suck after my Midterm in English.
I just made 26% on my Goverment class and I've got and 85 so I'm pretty stoked about that.
July fourth weekend is gonna be one heck of a time. This is what I've been training for. I've been working so hard to get to this point and now it's in my sights. Japan town should be fun to see again, I'm going to try and ask that one lady at the shoppe how the weather is. > 3 < hopefully I do it right and she dosn't think me funky!
I've started drinking a lot more tea. Thank god! I missed green tea. You know the best green tea I ever had was at this Chinese Buffet we Lion Danced for just recently. I'm really surprised I didn't get three more pots going because the first one was gone really quick. It was really good though and I'm kind of wondering if I should go ask them where they got it.
I'm gonna start doing my make up better for summer school. I hate the girls who come in late and it's amazingly pretty. I need to actually put some effort into getting pretty in the mornings and stop being a lazy bum.
I don't know what to wear tomarrow. ; ~ ; I'll figure it out in the morning I guess. Skirt? Possibly.
Gotta finish those watercolors >___>; dang it.
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| [mood| moody]
[music|Linkin Park: Don't stay]
So I just met this kid, he was epic. His name was Anikin and was cool. He explained how his spiderman toy worked. Thats one hardcore six year old. He was cool, he was even gonna draw me this guy from Ben Ten Alien Force, and I was like "Awsome!" but he didn't finish, cause his mom came to get him. I love that kid. I decided he's gonna be pretty cool as an adult. You have to with a name like Anikin. Anyways, Summer school was crap again. Doing it tomarrow too! awsome! In a school with no one I know! Flippen' awsome, 'cause that exactly how I wanna spend three weeks of my life. :D!
In other news, well..rather in happier news. My brother(Steve) is officaly married and hitched. All I can say is Good luck! Texas is humid as cow poo in a sweatroom!~ (yes it smells like that there too, specially around the lakes D:)
I'm not completly moody, I just like that picture, dosn't Uruha look cute with that pout on his face? I wish I could pull something like that off. I think now that I actually have bangs, I'll grow my hair out, dye it and cut it like his, finally able to have bangs FTW~
I've decided pictures aren't really that cool in my journal until I leave for Japan. No one reads this thing anyway!
I've started to realize that I need to quite worrying, I was attentive and overwhelmed at first but I'm starting to relax and now it looks like I'm failing at being as great as someone made me out to be.
I cannot wait to get away to SF! HEY! Kuttel! Haas! I can't wait to see you guys and practice, I miss you! Youdon'tseemtomissmemuchthough. Have you found someone new to pick on?; ^ ; NOOO! Say it isn't so! HAHA XD I'm too content for words right now. Alice talked to me for a while and calmed me down, I was starting to have one of those...panic feelings, one where it feels like your life is coming to a sliding halt and smacking you in the face? Well, I thought I was done with those, apprently not. I am now though.
I cannot wait for my Unicorn from Nadi! She said she mailed it out :D YEY!
I have to get a bigger envelope because the picture for her is too big and I don't wanna trim it down plus I should sent her lots of goodies for putting up with my silly butt.
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| [mood| silly]
[music|Across the Universe: Being for the Benefit of Mr. Kite]
Something epic almost happend this morning at 6:32 am
The toaster almost didn't burn my toast. It was this close~! THIS CLOSE!
[ ] that was the area of burn~It was so close and I was almost so happy! But alas, summer school starts again today and I'm off to fight the evil with my giant Literature books.
'No he's not the king of bedside mannor. He hardly even lives there anymore' | |
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| [mood| Ecstatic]
[music|ShiNee: Replay]
Weight while doing kung fu: 132lbs  Weight after quitting kung fu: 124.6lbs Target: 115lbs | |
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| [mood| Okay]
[music|None]
So I head to my appointment with Dr. Boyden in about a half hour and I'm kinda worried but on the other hand, I got to see my best friend and we went to summer school today, yey us. I'll update later when I get home because right now I'm sitting in a desk chair in my moms office and using her computer for stuff other than work. On the upside...the english class is gonna be a freaking cake walk! It sounds like all my AP class work will just give me a pass through. We're re-reading Macbeth, are you kidding me?! Seriously?! I did that as my first play ever! I don't wanna read Macbeth, granted it was a very nice book and it was a pretty good read but I don't want to re-read it. Maybe I'll bring in my portfolio and show the guy all my work on it and just get excused. Probably won't work though. Can I just stand up and say "I've taken AP english and I'm not willing to sit in this class. Gimme my credit beeotch!" but..probably would't work. | |
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[music|Alone again, Wonderful World: Plastic Tree ]<blockquote>Summer School ----> June. 16th Wisdom teeth ----> June ?? 日本 ----> Aug. 19th Return ---> Feb. 1st</blockquote> I was up late last night. 2 am! Nadi was online and so we chatted and I drew for her XD I drew an icecream cone. Speaking of icecream. I downed a small Ben&Jerry's Rasberry Chocolate Chunk. Yum. Actually it made me feel bad about myself. BUT! It was light so.. not so much. My diet these days is horrid. I've been eating Noodles, Salad, some meat (as little as possible), and snacks(chips, salsa, chocolate, peas, apples) I've been drinking these Arizona Iced Teas. So good! and so cheap! I bought three Fruit Fizzs last night. It was pretty hardcore. I also played a bunch of Halo. I kick ass in Wii sports but Halo I tend to shoot all over the place and miss my target. I commited Suicide at the end by throwing a grenade at the ground right below me. Awsome huh? My average life went from 1:10 to 1:52 ! I wish I had some pictures. My next post I make I'll post some pictures. I'm gonna start Friend's locking posts so if you read this and you don't have an LJ account pleaaaaseee just create one. | |
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